Human

 

Yesterday I had a good talk with one of my mentors Barb.  She is in no way perfect and I don't agree with her on everything but she has a lot of good wisdom and godly advice.  

I found out that I am coming back to Arcadia and there is a co teacher who supposedly got all my problems fixed and that she did everything I was told to do.  

Part of me is glad because I don't have to be in charge and I was in a impossible situation with my aides etc.

My husband said I had been failed by my admin, aides, etc.  

I am grateful that I don't have to be in charge but my pride wants me to scream that it is not fair.  I also wonder if this is God's way of protecting me and that He is teaching me to transition to the position I will have when I retire.

I also wonder if I am doing too much and my body is telling me it is time to take a break.

I pray for success for this situation, that my pride will be left on the shelf and that I can do what is put in front of me.

But it still hurts.