Boundaries

 I have recently listened to a message on Boundaries.  I have been realizing that I need this in my life.  After this forced medical leave I am having an opportunity to step back and examine this situation.  I am learning that there needs to be needed boundaries in the conversations I have with people and that even though I am scared when I go back that I need to project a feeling of confidence.  Not the one that is fake but one that at the right time the Holy Spirit will give me.  Second when I need to speak up I am going to not speak with the words of Chris but of God.  But lastly it still really freaks me out.  Lord have your way. 

I am gathering the data that states when the heat in my room was fixed.  That the lock was never fixed and that despite it being enabled to my admin it was never addressed.  I am tired of all the lies and anyone else not involved in this situation has basically been supportive of me and the stupidity of this situation.  

I am grateful that finally Jesus said enough of torturing my child.  I am protecting you from something more harmful such as accidently harming someone or myself.  Lord have your way.  I still pray for peace in this situation that somehow I can win over my aides and my boss to be peaceful with me but I know the likelyhood of that happening probably won't happen.  

I am still disappointed in my parents.  I really need them right now.  I am grateful for my husband and