Mateo and I have been able to forge a friendship. It has been quite a challenge and yesterday everyone except Michelle and I were on crazy yesterday. I need to talk to Patricia today. I am glad there are only 22 days with kids and one with no kids.
But I am grateful for good weather, a good message on Sunday, a good nights rest, a good walk yesterday, my salvation, favor with Mateo, healthy pets, the opportunity to see things as they really are.
I am grateful for staff who is helpful, having stuff not go into toilets, good sermons, help at work, Having a job, being a Saint in Christ, and new friends.
I am grateful for the opportunity to do stairs at SC, say hi and have two conversations with people, walking and running 9 miles yesterday, seeing an old friend, a good nights sleep, having two amazing pets, having a library to get great books. I am most thankful for my salvation and the fact I am not alone.
I am grateful for Mateo teaching me so many lessons. First not getting his medicine is not my problem. I am finding ways to relate to him. I am starting to make the decisions to calm him down and is successful. I am starting to relate to him.
I am grateful for opportunities to run, sign the National Anthem and a new opportunity this next school year with less stress.
I am thankful for good sleep, good health and peace
This could not be possible without the Lord
I am thankful for orders delivered early, beautiful food, salvation, laps secretive, cheap CPR recert, having people do good ideas, prayer group, parents, a husband and wonderful pets.
I am grateful for creative last minute ideas, a good day with Mateo, an understanding friend, salvation, bunnies, husband, a nice day to walk, the ability to walk and then it started raining, losing weight, nicer days, prayer group and parents
I am grateful for the little surprises along the way such as finding things quickly or without reason, my salvation, new opportunities, losing weight, good weather, lessons learned, new books to enrich my life, a good childrens pastor and not being gassy today.
It was quite the end of the week. I found out I am going to be a floater sub teacher. It is good news mostly but definitely a change for me.
I am so thankful that I got some compliments and I got to be a witness. God gets all of the glory.
Yesterday was really rotten. I was prepared but I was sad that I am not singing for the graduation. I understand why because we don't want to ruffle feathers but it still stinks. Then I got to the room and found out the toy was supposed to stay at school. I apparently was not notified about this. I went home and Mike was not supportive. Then my aide began to just leash out stuff. Then we had a meeting and had to present. Naturally all the pressure of presenting and finding stuff out of my butt was on me as well as anything that was disagreed. I know Lord you told me how I acted would be a witness. And I know stuff is going on in others lives but I will be kind but quiet today.
I am grateful for my walk yesterday, a good Bible study, getting my Hobby Lobby card for mom, getting some good food, I presented well and the knowledge that there are reasons for stuff and that the SLP did the folders which she should of been doing all year long.
I also left before anyone else. I hope I don't get in trouble for that. Today is a new day. I can't worry about what others think of me is that I am God's child
Hugs from hubby
Great prayer group
Christian friend at work
New clothes
Taxes were paid
Rabbits who love
Faster walk
Help at work
Kids who talk
I am grateful for the relationship I have with Christ, my music in my head, my family, my day off, a good job, finishing my book, and a good nights rest.
Today I had several situations where I could of assumed the worst. First my boss called. It was a mistake but naturally I assumed the worst. Then I had several emails from my job. Again what did I do wrong. Nope just regular stuff. Last I thought where was the place for checking the cool. It came an hour late. Glad I did not assume and call.
I did have a good Sunday. I felt as though my songs went well, I got to minister to some kids and the show at Trinity was great. I really liked Rend Collective. They were really good and shared a lot of good stuff..
I had a nice time at SC. I left about the time it got super busy. Church was good. I was able to touch a lot of kids. My music went well. Had a decent nap.
I may experience anxiety or fear but it is not my identity. I choose to do the grateful 8.
I am grateful for good weather the next few days. I walked and ran 6 miles. I got some new clothes that fit
I am going to some Christian concerts this week. I listened to Sam Evans, Henry Cloud, Pastor's Stevens book, Joyce Meyer and Charles Stanley with inspiring messages. I found a flower that reminded me that God is there. I made some new outfits and got some grate feedback on them. I have had some good time with my bunnies and a fun field trip on Wed. I loved the Elsabeth series.
I have been trying to pray for wisdom and help. I see His hand on the little things and I am grateful.
I have forced myself to slow down and see the opportunities around me. I am more understanding.
Yesterday two of our staff were out. I think it is because Mateo scares them. After school the SLP from 116 offered to help me. Initially it was not what I needed to hear but I realized and accepted the help. this morning my husband tried to pin his depression on me. I realized it is not about me but on others. It is hard to see that but I am thankful I am learning. Lord help me accept what I need to do and then leave others to others
