DeVaughn

 I have changed attitudes since my last post.  I am looking at this situation as a challenge but I am excited to further my skills.  I want the autism expert to succeed.  I want to find things that work.  Lord I pray that this will be a successful experience with Kaylee, myself and Toni.  Bring wisdom and ideas to all of us.  I want to do things your way God.  Thanks so much Lord. 

Not the way it should be

 At first I was excited about the changes at my school.  It seemed like I was where I needed to be.  Then my world came crushing down with people trying to find out my weaknesses.  I have a meeting tomorrow where we are going to figure out how to help this kid in my class.  I am open to suggestions and I will try all of them but it is frustrated when all the work and prayer you have done seems to be for nothing.  Help me Lord as I walk into a meeting where the world could make me feel totally helpless.  Get rid of my pride and be open to new things but let me stay victorious even in the midst of a tough situation.  People who are weak make others feel weak.  Let me learn from the experience and see how NOT to handle a situation.  God you are in control.  Let my cause shine like the noonday sun. 

April 9, 2021 few weeks have emerged since this post.  My little rascal was supposed to leave but due to laziness of the parent not wanting her child going to another school and being responsible for getting children ready for school at different times has decided he should stay with me.  The HELP I was supposed to get has been anything but present and the opinions still linger but frankly they are out of advice.  This is ok though.  God showed me that Devaughn was not put in my life for his betterment but for me to see that whatever is given to me I can handle if I trust you God.