Thursday, February 16, 2023

Feelings a Few Days Later

 I have been busy with making a general  NP and psychological exam.  All were normal.  All said I was normal and the situation was just plain stupid.  I sent in my stuff.  They said the lawyer needs to look it over.  I also sent my recap.  I wish I would not have done that.  


I am disappointed with my mom.  She does not want to talk to me or about the situation.  I feel so abandoned.  My dad is the same.  I am disappointed with the whole situation.  There are actually people out there who think I am a little cray cray. 


I am still part of the school chat which is starting to be totally gossip and tearing down others.  I am disappointed with my crazy doctor.  She said she could not do the eval.  I am so grateful my husband found someone so quickly.  I am thankful for my NP who was able to get me in.  


I know God you are out there.  I know my time for teaching is not over yet.  I want to do God's will but I want to go back and finish out the year.  But I believe a week ago the Lord saw my pain and said Enough like he did with David when he was being punished.  I know when I return they will say everything was peachy but I know the truth and I don't have to argue with that.  


Guess the next step is lawyer  shopping. 

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