I started CPI training and the Lord convicted me that I can't look to the past but be ready for the future. I also am seeing things I once wanted like opportunities and how the Lord is closing those doors.
Also I was able to focus till the end on the CPI more than I had ever done. I began to see how things were related. Also I realized how poorly I was trained last year and how it was just assumed we would not need it.
When we were doing the training it was interesting how body orders were apparent. Some of it was nervous sweat but others it was just plain stink.
I think I like my new boss. She seems pretty supportive of teachers and aides. I like that. Also I realized I have to step forward and do my thing instead of just dwell in the past.
I am also concerned about the difference between ministry and entertainment. I like to be entertained but I am seeing that the direction some places are going are not my thing.
Also changing my perspective. I got an email about a former student with a teacher needing help. Instead of being hurt for the fact that I was moved because of my ability I decided that I needed to make that teacher's success and that with my prayers she was put in the best situation possible. I can't change others but I can change me.
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