Yesterday

 Yesterday we had Tommy's Transitional Meeting.  Parents were not happy with choice.  They want private school.  They want afterschool care.  They just don't want to parent.  And the big problem is that they put it on my boss.  I felt so bad.  I prayed so much .  I am praying about how to lift my boss.  Not for my praise but the Lord's .  Show me.

My lessons as a whole went better.  I think the stuff I am putting together is good.  

I made the mistake yesterday watching a video of my former class by the teacher.  Not much has changed academically but they were all sitting on the carpet so nice.  I feel so bad.  But the Lord told me I should not watch it.

Well today i am off to a learning opportunity to work on task boxes.  I have been down that road at least four times before.  I will pray as it goes on that I will make them and be successful.  Frankly I am thankful for not being at school and leaving good lesson plans for the SLP.

I did not handle afterwards so well.  I was asked about it and I was too negative even though there were nothing to be positive about it. So sad it makes me cry for my student and my boss.  I am glad you are in control Lord. 

Feeling a bit better and still pretty tired.  I hate not being able to run.  I hate being sick.  

I am grateful for a husband who loves me, my parents who care, Mather's surgery went well, a good day at work.  I am blessed.