Mateo was extra active today. I think partially because he was home and also other things I can't control. The aide and SLP made some decisions without my input. I felt bad for my friend. She tries so hard. I feel like they are just mean to her. But then they started to turn the tables and blame me for stuff. I remember that they are not perfect either and I stated I had a lot to learn but I was absoutely doing the best I can. And for the first time in my 56 years I really don't care if anyone is talking about me or that I don't have it all together. It is better than I have done in the past and I felt the confidence of the Lord I was doing the best I can.
I found out today my movie I had been waiting for came in and I was able to watch it. Not as good as I remembered it. I also found out that the fitness membership was not as expensive as I thinking it would be.
I got home and Mike was in one of his moods. I am realizing there are so many things I can control and others I can't
I also found out my friend was in the hospital. After being there myself a year ago I really feel for them. The sad thing is no one at church seemed to noticed. Another reason I am glad that at least part time I am where I am.
Well prayer for tomorrow and we will see what happens.
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