Recently in my second job i was demoted from supervisor to staff. It really made me upset and I shared my concerns with the boss. The first week I saw that the position was going to be a challenging with the possibility that it could end of being a big mess. I held on to a lot of anger as others found out about the demotion which was totally financial.
Fast forward to this week. All was well and I even realized that God was protecting me and guiding my direction. As we finished our session suddenly one participant became self harming and ended up injuring one of the staff.
Everyone was pretty emotional and I am kind of numb toward the situation. I prayed for the people but I am mostly relived that I was not in charge this week.
I also realized that it was not worth my stressing out with this job. I don't need to go to a job where I could be injured and paid a little more than minimum wage.
God is changing me. I am so thankful I started on this journey of healing and dealing with my PTSD. Healing is can be active recovery.
No comments:
Post a Comment