Broken People

Matthew 7:1-3 New International Version (NIV)

Judging Others

7 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2 For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

3 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?

Every time she stands at my door or calls my name I just dread it.  What did I do wrong this time.  She calls my name to the office.  I just wonder what is wrong now.  I cringe knowing that everyone around me wonders like I am this five year old what did I do wrong now.  Pretty much every time it is just something stupid or so insignificant it would shock others that it was an issue.  Initially I was mad.  Everyone is but I am realizing that no battles will be won with my wit and wisdom.  It is better for me just to say okay and move on.  She is a broken person and despite the fact that I am in the right I will not win in my own power.  I need to be kind.   

Also dealing with others I need to not let the initial impressions of others not be my assuptions of situations.  But I still need to stay true to my gut.

All the people who disappointed me are hurting.  All the people who have tried to destroy me are broken.  My supervisors are broken.  I choose to not be affected by them.  I will just keep doing what I am doing.