Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple and that God's Spirit dwells in your midst?
I am in the midst of some stuff I can't control but I am learning how I respond can be what I am called to do.
First of all my husband is really depressed and stressed out with his job. I try to listen but then I think of all the times I hated what I did and how I just stressed out if I would have a job the next week or day. But I am still here.
Then I think of my church and all the people who frustrate me or I don't understand what they do and why they do it.
I think about my former friends and how I should of left them eons ago.
I think of my closed doors and shelves I am put upon.
I consider whether it is more important to be a pacer or just enjoy the sport I once used to work so hard at.
But I am blessed. Essentially if I stay at my current job I like what I do and having an uninvolved boss is better that micromangages that leaves you alone because she has too many fires to put out. I can handle that
The ministries at church. I can't control a male chovanist and a diva for whatever reason won't let me do worship team. I leave it. I enjoy the freedom of only doing one ministry and doing it well.
The things I have walked away from, the pacing, the writing, and the youth group. Things in my life that needed to be pruned.
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