I was challenged last night by Dr. Chen to forgive my pastor. The church essentially is the problem from not helping me with my infertility, taking me off worship team due to my age, and essentially the pastor saying things that deeply hurt me. The specifics are not important but I have to realize that I need to forgive and move on. It will be a daily challenge but I am up for it.
Yesterday was a day of the unknowns. First my co teacher came in really late so when I attempted to start the day it was a change and the kids responded as so. I did the best I could and tried to keep it as close to what she was doing as possible.
I can control my emotions, I can control keeping busy, my work ethics, actions, behavior, not sweating the small stuff, standing back praying and pausing when things are said and remember I am a child of God.
I have never been in such a place where things have been as backward, upside down and crazy as the past.
Today is Saturday. It is my fun day. I choose to have fun and get things done.
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