I have worked really hard not to but today I really blew it. I was coming back from my special and I had to grab four of my students while the one was running down the hall. He locked me out a few times. Finally I was able to get him to sit down. Then the case worker came in and said he was hurting himself with a rope. I stupidly did not ask the cw to call herself but instead sent a message myself. I am really scared. I tried to get help for this kid for the past week and a half. It has been almost impossible to get anything done in my room. I tried to keep my cool and follow the proper channels. Unfortunately I lost it with my boss. Then today I left a message. Stupid me. I know I will get written up for this. I have tried to not to this year. But my emotions got away from me. So hopefully at best I will be written up and worst lose my job. Lord work this crazy situation out. I am so mad about me goofing up and upset that other people did not do their job. I am trying to handle it but apparently this is a God problem and I have to learn from the situation problem.
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