It is hard to believe that just four months ago I was told I am off worship team because of my age. Now just four months later the pastor leaves, half the congregation and now the music minister leaves. In just a month afterwards I find a new ministry and just three months later I get to lead part of the service. Now more stuff is happening and people are falling away I would of never anticipated falling for lies.
I see where I still have bitterness toward a pastor that crushed my music dreams and even an employer I have been away from for 20 years has allowed me to stay bitter towards him. But I am thankful for the pain. It shows me where I need to let go and how much in spite of all the stupidness I am much better off.
People I have greatly admired are falling for lies. I am thankful for the protection of God and how I got out of one mess to help in another way that is much more fufilling than I have ever known.
Jesus purify my heart and let me learn from my mistakes of myself and others and thank you for allowing me to see justice. Thank you for allowing my talent of singing not to die and that my other talents are being used. Through pain we see purpose.
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