As a teacher I pride myself in taking one for the team even when the small infraction is not my fault. I would rather let the little stuff go. But today I had it up to beyond that. First of all yesterday I did a solo for childrens church. It went well. I have forgiven the person who took me off adult worship team but it is still hard like a piece of me has been stolen. Then I went into work and a child who I have spent blood, sweat and tears on became one of my best success stories but today he had not been medicated for a few days and also he had major crazy of the weekend and was a wild child. Instead of thanking me for calling for medicine and the compliment on their child the parent lied and made me feel foolish for calling. Then I came home to find an email about a race I had paced and that my copacer had not done her job and ran too fast before I started. She also had said some wrong things as well. I was ticked off that I would even get an email like this since it was clearly not my fault because I had not started my portion yet. Also some other stuff at work happened when I am getting the bad consequences of others actions at my employment. T
I don't mind having others back but I am totally ticked off. I leave it in your hands God. I am tired of other peoples mistakes falling back on me. When I screw up that's fine but when I have to continually clean up others dodo that goes a little too far.
Isaiah 41:10
10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
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