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Today I started to stressed about tomorrow. IAR with the kids, the computer and the daily stress.  And then my student's IEP I have not prepared for that great.  In the last moments I have done okay but also the stress of other people doing their job and I would get blamed for them really can have a girl overwhelmed.  And then knowing I am not coming back, basically got fired and am waiting on pins and needles for my retirement to come in for August.  And last my stress with the new job.  I really want Elim but I know it is in the Lord's hands.  And my hip is  really killing me.  Not sure if it is a break, bursitis or arthritis.  Did I also mention I feel really inadequate about being friendly at church. 

But I am taking it from another perspective.  Jesus has been there before and he will do it again.  IAR might be crazy but after tomorrow I will have a handle on what is going on.  The IEP I will survive, I will count down the days of insanity.  The Lord knows I am a teacher and he will help me through this.  And the hip.  I believe that the Lord will show me what to do.  And I can pray about church stuff.  

Today we had 85 kids in kids church. PM preached and the kids were really good and listening.  And a little boy chose me to hold his hand so he could feel safe searching for eggs.  It shows me that my work is not done.

When I have crazy dreams and anxiety I will turn my eyes on Jesus the author and the finisher of my faith. 

Feeling like Crap

 I did not get my work ID.  Frankly I am just happy I did not get it but it is another slam that I did not get one for the test of the year.  

Small things

 Today I am grateful for being able to focus on protection , getting out of a toxic situation, accepting things I can't change, no rain when I was outside, trusting God instead of myself, making some good decisions, and people not finding out stuff about me.  I can't change others but God can change me. 

gre8tful

I am thankful for a quick doctor visit.  A visit to a restaurant that showed me I no longer like it,good pets, good husband, healthy food, good weather, closed doors and funny cartoons.

Stress Level

 Today my mean boss was stressed.  I acted like I did not care.  I was involved but I just kept myself busy.  It is interesting how life is so crazy but you have to just do it.  I am thankful for the help of the Lord. 

More winks from God

 I am so thankful for the winks from God.  This morning I ran into the tech person.  She was able to see the problem and tell me I was not the problem.  

Yesterday I was able to fix the SB and figure out a way to clean up the dry erase board.  These are not accidents but ways I know God has his hand on me.  Also my hubby mentioned after I was a accused of not being tech savvy that I was.  Thank you Lord for the blessings you have for me.

I also got a mention in my job emails about Elim for a para.  I think this is the way to go.  I will wait until I get the call for an interview.

Godly wisdom

Today we had some tech problems. The Lord helped me figure out some tough stuff. God has a sense of humor.