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Today I started to stressed about tomorrow. IAR with the kids, the computer and the daily stress.  And then my student's IEP I have not prepared for that great.  In the last moments I have done okay but also the stress of other people doing their job and I would get blamed for them really can have a girl overwhelmed.  And then knowing I am not coming back, basically got fired and am waiting on pins and needles for my retirement to come in for August.  And last my stress with the new job.  I really want Elim but I know it is in the Lord's hands.  And my hip is  really killing me.  Not sure if it is a break, bursitis or arthritis.  Did I also mention I feel really inadequate about being friendly at church. 

But I am taking it from another perspective.  Jesus has been there before and he will do it again.  IAR might be crazy but after tomorrow I will have a handle on what is going on.  The IEP I will survive, I will count down the days of insanity.  The Lord knows I am a teacher and he will help me through this.  And the hip.  I believe that the Lord will show me what to do.  And I can pray about church stuff.  

Today we had 85 kids in kids church. PM preached and the kids were really good and listening.  And a little boy chose me to hold his hand so he could feel safe searching for eggs.  It shows me that my work is not done.

When I have crazy dreams and anxiety I will turn my eyes on Jesus the author and the finisher of my faith.