Saturday, September 14, 2019

Living Proverbs 14

Today was a mixed day.  Good run.  I am feeling better and ran faster than ever.  But with victories come new challenges.  My former friend is now openly talking behind my back.  It is more than just running behind it is openly talking privately.  It hurts but so apparent than I need to face this new challenge alone.

roverbs 14 New International Version (NIV)

14 The wise woman builds her house,
    but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down.
2 Whoever fears the Lord walks uprightly,
    but those who despise him are devious in their ways.
3 A fool’s mouth lashes out with pride,
    but the lips of the wise protect them.
4 Where there are no oxen, the manger is empty,
    but from the strength of an ox come abundant harvests.
5 An honest witness does not deceive,
    but a false witness pours out lies.
6 The mocker seeks wisdom and finds none,
    but knowledge comes easily to the discerning.
7 Stay away from a fool,
    for you will not find knowledge on their lips.
8 The wisdom of the prudent is to give thought to their ways,
    but the folly of fools is deception.
9 Fools mock at making amends for sin,
    but goodwill is found among the upright.
10 Each heart knows its own bitterness,
    and no one else can share its joy.
11 The house of the wicked will be destroyed,
    but the tent of the upright will flourish.
12 There is a way that appears to be right,
    but in the end it leads to death.
13 Even in laughter the heart may ache,
    and rejoicing may end in grief.
14 The faithless will be fully repaid for their ways,
    and the good rewarded for theirs.
15 The simple believe anything,
    but the prudent give thought to their steps.
16 The wise fear the Lord and shun evil,
    but a fool is hotheaded and yet feels secure.
17 A quick-tempered person does foolish things,
    and the one who devises evil schemes is hated.
18 The simple inherit folly,
    but the prudent are crowned with knowledge.
19 Evildoers will bow down in the presence of the good,
    and the wicked at the gates of the righteous.
20 The poor are shunned even by their neighbors,
    but the rich have many friends.
21 It is a sin to despise one’s neighbor,
    but blessed is the one who is kind to the needy.
22 Do not those who plot evil go astray?
    But those who plan what is good find[a] love and faithfulness.
23 All hard work brings a profit,
    but mere talk leads only to poverty.
24 The wealth of the wise is their crown,
    but the folly of fools yields folly.
25 A truthful witness saves lives,
    but a false witness is deceitful.
26 Whoever fears the Lord has a secure fortress,
    and for their children it will be a refuge.
27 The fear of the Lord is a fountain of life,
    turning a person from the snares of death.
28 A large population is a king’s glory,
    but without subjects a prince is ruined.
29 Whoever is patient has great understanding,
    but one who is quick-tempered displays folly.
30 A heart at peace gives life to the body,
    but envy rots the bones.
31 Whoever oppresses the poor shows contempt for their Maker,
    but whoever is kind to the needy honors God.
32 When calamity comes, the wicked are brought down,
    but even in death the righteous seek refuge in God.
33 Wisdom reposes in the heart of the discerning
    and even among fools she lets herself be known.[b]
34 Righteousness exalts a nation,
    but sin condemns any people.
35 A king delights in a wise servant,
    but a shameful servant arouses his fury.

roverbs 14 New International Version (NIV)

14 The wise woman builds her house,
    but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down.
2 Whoever fears the Lord walks uprightly,
    but those who despise him are devious in their ways.
3 A fool’s mouth lashes out with pride,
    but the lips of the wise protect them.
4 Where there are no oxen, the manger is empty,
    but from the strength of an ox come abundant harvests.
5 An honest witness does not deceive,
    but a false witness pours out lies.
6 The mocker seeks wisdom and finds none,
    but knowledge comes easily to the discerning.
7 Stay away from a fool,
    for you will not find knowledge on their lips.
8 The wisdom of the prudent is to give thought to their ways,
    but the folly of fools is deception.
9 Fools mock at making amends for sin,
    but goodwill is found among the upright.
10 Each heart knows its own bitterness,
    and no one else can share its joy.
11 The house of the wicked will be destroyed,
    but the tent of the upright will flourish.
12 There is a way that appears to be right,
    but in the end it leads to death.
13 Even in laughter the heart may ache,
    and rejoicing may end in grief.
14 The faithless will be fully repaid for their ways,
    and the good rewarded for theirs.
15 The simple believe anything,
    but the prudent give thought to their steps.
16 The wise fear the Lord and shun evil,
    but a fool is hotheaded and yet feels secure.
17 A quick-tempered person does foolish things,
    and the one who devises evil schemes is hated.
18 The simple inherit folly,
    but the prudent are crowned with knowledge.
19 Evildoers will bow down in the presence of the good,
    and the wicked at the gates of the righteous.
20 The poor are shunned even by their neighbors,
    but the rich have many friends.
21 It is a sin to despise one’s neighbor,
    but blessed is the one who is kind to the needy.
22 Do not those who plot evil go astray?
    But those who plan what is good find[a] love and faithfulness.
23 All hard work brings a profit,
    but mere talk leads only to poverty.
24 The wealth of the wise is their crown,
    but the folly of fools yields folly.
25 A truthful witness saves lives,
    but a false witness is deceitful.
26 Whoever fears the Lord has a secure fortress,
    and for their children it will be a refuge.
27 The fear of the Lord is a fountain of life,
    turning a person from the snares of death.
28 A large population is a king’s glory,
    but without subjects a prince is ruined.
29 Whoever is patient has great understanding,
    but one who is quick-tempered displays folly.
30 A heart at peace gives life to the body,
    but envy rots the bones.
31 Whoever oppresses the poor shows contempt for their Maker,
    but whoever is kind to the needy honors God.
32 When calamity comes, the wicked are brought down,
    but even in death the righteous seek refuge in God.
33 Wisdom reposes in the heart of the discerning
    and even among fools she lets herself be known.[b]
34 Righteousness exalts a nation,
    but sin condemns any people.
35 A king delights in a wise servant,
    but a shameful servant arouses his fury.


Tuesday, September 10, 2019

After all that work.. you don't have my back

Today there was a situation at work and someone of authority threw me under the bus.  It really hurts and it is sad that all I have entrusted to this person I see who they really are and what they feel about me.  It really hurts.  But I am glad that my protection is bigger than authority it is through Christ.  But it still hurts.

Psalm 143 RSV 1 A Psalm of David. Hear my prayer, O LORD; give ear to my supplications! In thy faithfulness answer me, in thy righteousness! 2 Enter not into judgment with thy servant; for no man living is righteous before thee. 3 For the enemy has pursued me; he has crushed my life to the ground; he has made me sit in darkness like those long dead. 4 Therefore my spirit faints within me; my heart within me is appalled. 5 I remember the days of old, I meditate on all that thou hast done; I muse on what thy hands have wrought. 6 I stretch out my hands to thee; my soul thirsts for thee like a parched land. [Selah] 7 Make haste to answer me, O LORD! My spirit fails! Hide not thy face from me, lest I be like those who go down to the Pit. 8 Let me hear in the morning of thy steadfast love, for in thee I put my trust. Teach me the way I should go, for to thee I lift up my soul. 9 Deliver me, O LORD, from my enemies! I have fled to thee for refuge! 10 Teach me to do thy will, for thou art my God! Let thy good spirit lead me on a level path! 11 For thy name's sake, O LORD, preserve my life! In thy righteousness bring me out of trouble! 12 And in thy steadfast love cut off my enemies, and destroy all my adversaries, for I am thy servant.

Sunday, September 1, 2019

God's Favor Not Man's Favor

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This week I finally figured it out.  God is in charge of my battles.  I don't need to have the favor of man but God.  I kept on hitting my mental head and trying to be nice and it seemed like no one liked me.  But I am seeing when God takes care of me things get done.


I am also seeing God's favor from a day that was supposed to be filled with rain I was able to run in.  Getting a helper who actually will be helpful.  Getting to run a race you got for free because you were honest and finally seeing why I can't do the things I used to do.

I am blessed.  No one else may see it but I do.  Thanks God for letting me see the little victories.


Wednesday, August 21, 2019

Not so Random Victories

I am thankful for some not so random victories in my life.   First I met with my bosses and they gave me the go ahead on the notebook for guidelines for my para.  It was rewarding to see my hard work appreciated.  Second I got the clear on certification.  Third I fixed a broken vaccumm, took a mouse to the garbage without having two traps,  fixed my MIL's TV and circuit breaker and most importantly got to share my testimony with an atheist.  Need those victories right now despite other frustrations. 


Sunday, August 11, 2019

God's wisdom

I go back to my classroom tomorrow.  I am not looking forward to it.  I am sick of the competitiveness and the feeling I get of being less than enough.  I know it is because they feel that way about themselves.  Let me see things through the Lord's eyes and not my own.  Give me the wisdom to not take things personally and see things as they are.

Yesterday I had to take my MIL with dementia home.  It was pretty stressful.  She was so negative, fearful and disoriented.  She is like a spoiled little child.  But as I held her hand I asked the Lord to help me see the situation as I was supposed to see it.

I am not sure what is going to happen this year at work, with my MIL, with the whole marathon drama thing,  my weight loss and my priorities but one thing is sure.  I give it all to you God.



Isaiah 35:5 New International Version (NIV)

5 Then will the eyes of the blind be opened
    and the ears of the deaf unstopped.

Saturday, August 10, 2019

Leaving the Past in the Past




This is the race director from the Chicago Marathon.  For years I had a really bad attitude toward him.  In 2007 my second marathon they did not have the proper supplies and had to close the race.  But in the later years they have rectified the problem and they now have ample water.  I was bitter toward him for years but frankly I am not sure what I would of done in that hot situation.  Today I had my picture with him.  I am no longer angry but it is fitting because this will probably be my last full marathon.

One of my friends is still very angry with him.  I realized that God had helped me move on.  What a wonderful freedom He has given me. 


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