God's wisdom

I go back to my classroom tomorrow.  I am not looking forward to it.  I am sick of the competitiveness and the feeling I get of being less than enough.  I know it is because they feel that way about themselves.  Let me see things through the Lord's eyes and not my own.  Give me the wisdom to not take things personally and see things as they are.

Yesterday I had to take my MIL with dementia home.  It was pretty stressful.  She was so negative, fearful and disoriented.  She is like a spoiled little child.  But as I held her hand I asked the Lord to help me see the situation as I was supposed to see it.

I am not sure what is going to happen this year at work, with my MIL, with the whole marathon drama thing,  my weight loss and my priorities but one thing is sure.  I give it all to you God.

Isaiah 35:5 New International Version (NIV)

⁵ Then will the eyes of the blind be opened
    and the ears of the deaf unstopped.