Post covid we live in a world where people like to blame others for their own faults. As a former people pleaser I am not able to address this yet. But when someone talks behind my back and spreads lies it really hurts.
Today I found out that Sandra is leaving my class. It is going to be crazy with the new aide and my problem parent is not going to be happy. But unfortunately the damage is beyond repair.
I am keeping this news to myself and mostly I can. It still hurts but all I can do is to stand.
Last as I was leaving Donna brought to my attention some stuff with another aide. I need to address doing wordfinds, personal work and phones. It is just a respect issue and I am tired of being the adult in the room all the time.
Donna is a nice person but likes to stick her hand in stuff. It is hard but she is also toxic.
There are so many other things I need to deal with.
I am thankful for this change. It is a battle I cannot fight without the Lord. Shanita who was super lazy is also out for a while.
I cant change others but God is in charge.
Last I hve been struggling with my eating. I eat crap because I am stressed out. It is time to Just Stand.
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