After discovering my earliest childhood memory with gifts and being ignored have plagued me my entire life I am realizing that this is my challenge I must daily and sometimes hourly deal with.
Gifts: Sandra continues to give gifts in front of me despite the fact we told her not to do it. Every time I see this I choose to put it back on the altar.
When someone yells it triggers my past and I choose to pray and put it on the altar. I use the situation to prepare me for the future.
When I mess up in front of my teachers or admin I realize I will make mistakes and my job is to do the best I can and celebrate bouncing back when I learn what to do next time.
Anger from others and myself is not worth it because it drains my energy and makes me more suspectable to illness.
Anger from not helping me or directed toward me or gossip. These are things I must learn with giving it over to God and letting Him direct how to handle it.
Glad tomorrow I took off.
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