I have been dreaming a lot about the past and things I either have not dealt with or would never do. I woke up a few times in the night and instead of feeling regret I just prayed that if I am supposed to make amends I will.
I have lost quite a bit of weight. It has been fun getting some new things that before I could not wear. But with that has come some jealousy. I am not sure but it makes me instead want to eat.
Also sometimes there is jealousy as I do stuff like teach and sing. I just need to stay humble and realize I am just a vessel that God uses to establish his purpose.
Again I can't control how others respond to me but I can control how God wants me to respond to Him and then others.
Proverbs 19:21 New International Version (NIV)
21 Many are the plans in a person’s heart,
but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.
but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.
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