There is a Cloud....

 Kings 18:43-44 (NIV):  "Go and look toward the sea," he told his servant. And he went up and looked. "There is nothing there," he said. Seven times Elijah said, "Go back." The seventh time the servant reported, "A cloud as small as a man's hand is rising from the sea." So Elijah said, "Go and tell Ahab, 'Hitch up your chariot and go down before the rain stops you.'"

Lamentations 3:22-23 (VOICE): "How enduring is God's loyal love; the Eternal has inexhaustible compassion. Here they are, every morning, new! Your faithfulness, God, is as broad as the day."

Deuteronomy 4:39 (NIV): "Acknowledge and take to heart this day that the LORD is God in heaven above and on the earth below. There is no other."

Hebrews 11:1 (NLT): "Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see."

2 Corinthians 5:7 (NKJV): "For we walk by faith, not by sight."

Romans 4:3 (NLT): For the Scriptures tell us, "Abraham believed God, and God counted him as righteous because of his faith."

Matthew 17:20 (NIV): He replied, "Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."


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May and early June has been an interesting month.  First of all I made the decision to go off my anxiety meds.  This probably was not the best time being the end of the school year and then summer school starting.  But I have never had the confidence to do something like I did now.

I am working Elim which is another situation with students out of my comfort zone and teaching and coaching which is always out of my zone.  But with the grace of God I am doing it.  But I am learning that in the Lord's time the cloud will open and what has been closed will be made real and open to me. 

I am seeing that my attitude is a choice.  I am seeing that little things need to be forgotten but doing things God's way is better than my way.