Today was a mixed bag. First of all my aide did not show up again. It is frustrating when someone spends more energy out of getting out of stuff than just doing it. But as I went about the task of doing two jobs the Lord began to let me experience stuff out of my students eyes as immature and self centered as it is. When I began to see things at their level my peace returned and I felt calm even when those around me didn't. Even when I was treated unfairly I knew when to react and how to let a lot of things go.
I guess the only thing that was hard was that my husband was not so understanding of my day. I wish he was a better listener. It hurts when the conversation is just one sided. But I am determined to let the Lord sort it out. I refuse to be angry. I let it go in God's time and hands.
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