I think I am through my situation and then something gets tossed in and I am bitter again. I believe this situation has happened to show me how to act in a challenging situation and how to treat others when I am the boss and I have to make difficult decisions. But it does not get any easier. I choose in this moment to do the right thing even if it means I have to relive my decision many times today.
Romans 7:15-20 New International Version (NIV)
15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16 And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17 As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18 For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[a] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19 For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

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