Retirement Ready

 I found out today I can retire.  That is good news.  The bad news is that it is really small but the good news is I can.  

Youre Fired

 Well I thought I would not get tenure, go on a remediation plan but instead I was not having my contract renewed.  

It is hard but I have not had time to really cry.  I updated my resume.  Sent info to my references to ask for their permission again.  I sent out some feelers for jobs.  Waiting is the hard part of the process but maybe the job I am supposed to have is not even available yet. 

Monday was okay.  I was able to keep my head and even had a few good lessons.  Why can't I learn the lessons ahead of time.  But it is okay.

Yesterday one of my students needed some advice.  I took my time and the Lord showed me what to do.  God is good. 

When I should be falling apart God is sustaining me.  Thank you Lord. 

More winks

 Yesterday after school mom read a devotional on Psalms 37.  It was just what I needed.  Then I went to the Ice Cream Fundraiser.  I prayed before I went in.  It was so neat.  I  sat with my student and his dad.  It was cool because I did not have to deal with the admin and teachers.  I did stop by afterwards and did some quick chit chat.  Thank you Lord for your help

More Winks

 I am learning about realizing my more winks.  I am not sure if I will have a job next year but I am grateful for someone who cleans up my mess.  I pray I can be a light, ask for forgiveness for my mistakes and accept what I can't understand. 

winks

Got to spend time over the weekend with family, hubs and friends.  Despite the chaos of today I see I am still loved.  Help me love others

Accepted welcome back to running

 I went for the second time in about a month to see all our running buds.  It was really nice seeing everyone.  I laughed and enjoyed the conversation and then when I returned from solo miles I was treated to hot coffee and more conversation.   I need this.  I need to get back to running and people who accept you for your unique self. 

The Trials of Gotcha but God's power

 Today I found out after the meeting I was being unofficially evaluated.  It made me mad that I literally had no warning and stuff I have not dealt with this year were suddenly brought up.  What is wrong with me that others can make mistakes and I get nailed for it all. I k

Despite the fact that this all happen  I know that God is much powerful.  He knows I need to work a few more years and that I am literally doing the best I can.  He has it under control.