Thursday, July 31, 2025

don't fall into crazy

 It has been a crazy ride these past few days.  I got my car back, my husband accidently tried to get a old tv outside and ended of busting it all the way to the garbage can.  


Positives today


Saw five bunnies on my run

Yesterday I saw ducks and bunnies

Passed what should of been 6 hours of required training in less than an hour


Went to the dentist and had a clean bill of health


Got an appointment at the DNV

Saturday, July 26, 2025

Ding the light went on and more blessings

 Today my rental car low tire went on again. I am so thankful I was able to get a donut put on until Monday. 


Also I was reflecting my the MSPig incident last Sunday and I realized I was better off than before.  In kids ministry I can do all my talents and I don't have to please other men or Msps. Last I am thankful for a pastor and husband who accept me as I am

Contentment

 I have been slowly weaning myself off my medication.  So far I am just a bit more edgy but I am feeling more alive and that is good.  I have been praying more and being less self centered and more God centered.  


Today I was out running and I realized what a cool neighborhood I live in and all the stuff that is right under my nose that is pretty neat.  


Also saw more bunnies.  That is  always a blessing.  


School is starting soon.  Generally I am this basket case but this year is quite different.  I am just taking each day one at a time. And if I get stressed I need to just let life be.


Thank you Lord for helping me be happy even in a bit of boredom.  

Wednesday, July 23, 2025

Scary Stuff

 Today I found out I might have the rental car till August1st.  Kind of scary but grateful for the car.  My tire was also low.  I figured out how to pump it up.  Hopefully it will stay at 35.  


I had a nice SC and tried out my new kicks.  Not sure if I am keeping them but it has been a journey.  


Thinking through for the fall.  I need to take each day at a time.  Also still weaning myself off the meds.  I need wisdom in all that. 


I can't change others but I can change me.

Tuesday, July 22, 2025

Blessings from Disasters

 Today I hit someone witth my car.  It was quite a dent but surprisingly it worked out.  I knew what to do.  Kept my cool, got the loaner car and the repair started within two hours.  I disappointed though I wish my hubby had been more supportive.


But I am learning that blessings can be handling things on my own, learning from my mistakes, and being grateful for the following things


The guy I hit was not upset.  He even appologized.  


The cop got there fast and did what she needed to do.


I was able to get in for my repair and got a rental car.  I was able to get my ring which I had been putting off checked.


I can't control others but when I rely on God things have a way of working themselves out.

Monday, July 21, 2025

Blessings

 Today I saw four bunnies outside.  The weather was nice.  I was able to hopefully have my glass problem fixed, got the candy I want for races.  Got a gift for my dad and a good message from Pastor Furtick.  

Sunday, July 20, 2025

RESPECT

 Today I did kids church.  I am pleased to say that the kids were pretty engaged.  They had good input and seemed to get what I was saying.  I did notice though someone in my past that walked out when I was teaching.  It seemed to make him mad that a woman was teaching.  All I was doing is kids ministry which I essentially do six days a week.


I can't change others but I can change myself.