Today was tough. Mateo was all whacked out for his behavior. Nadia was mad at me because I allowed Mateo do touch the Smartboard because I was by myself. And TOmmy mom mad at me because I can't control her foolishness and the bus getting him there late.
I had a good day with making the schedule for the field trip. Preparing for it and Doing a social story for M.
I also had an engaging lesson. It totally flopped but I will redo it on Friday.
I really enjoyed my night at Elevation Nights. It was so fun and worshipful. I love the humble heart of all of the pastors.
Yesterday was nice not going in. I did feel bad because my SLP ended up with the bulk of the work.
I am thankful for a husband that likes the same music as I do, my family, my pets, my job and a closer work.
I am thankful for my car and your wisdom Lord.
It had been seeming lately that I was getting blamed for other peoples mistakes. Yesterday things happened so I was able to show that I know what I am doing and just with the help of the Lord did it. I am seeing that I may not have the answers but I have the help of the Lord and the knowledge from past mistakes and victories to prepare me for the present adventure.
New challenges await me Tuesday but honestly I am glad for the break.
Yesterday my BL really struggled. It was first Life Class where the SLP did not prepare him for the next activity. Then in gym the SLP was out of control with her anger. Then my aide came in and I thought we were supposed to go outside. It is hard when you try to do the right thing and everyone else is protecting their butts. But I am proud of myself that I was able to figure out stuff to help yesterday. I am proud of myself I was able to keep my cool when everyone else was freaking out. I hate it when I get blamed for others mistakes. I am trying so hard to do things right. I give it to you Lord. Help me make your decisions and accept that I don't have to live in anger stuffed but in your peace. I am called to be at MGW. I am only expected to do the best I can. Help me Lord know how to handle this situation better.
It was a good day. Mateo was as good as he could be. We had a good day. I was able to make fix a mess and I was able to figure out something.
I am super tired but thankful for a good day. I was so tired today mid day.
Today I kept things pretty well with the schedule. It is hard when it seems like other people are against you but it was okay. I am thankful for God's peace and trying to establish a relationship with a rascal.
