Today I was on my way to church. I filled up my car with diesel. I was so frustrated because the pump would not take my card and that the pump did not fit. Now it is at a repair shop. I am so mad at myself. Probably be a lot of money
Then my landscaper came and I had mismarked a check.
I just need to slow down. I think that is the one thing I need to focus on the new job and find out what is important to my new boss.
Since this situation has been happening I have been more sensitive to the little and big surprise of God
I don't like my job. It is hard. The people are difficult but despite it I learned how to love all my students.
Friday my students stayed calm when the other teacher was super late. Ava did not plop back from the bathroom.
I ran into my friend Steve who has prayed and I have been able to share with at the gym. I got to witness to to a few teachers Friday.
I got part of my stuff back. I caught the aide stealing stuff.
I caught my staff Gaslighting me.
I am being sabatoged by the vice principal as well as a bad review from my boss. I know I need to slow down and focus but with all this negativity and lies I see that it is just spiritual warfare
My friend found a way for me to have less stress transiting kids.
I confronted and it back fired. But I did it.
Many of the staff see me doing everything. Just 24 days left.
Sunday I had a good day. The other supervisor whom I liked asked me for a job. Then Monday I found out I was released to drive and the medication. Tuesday i came back and started to take stuff home. Wednesday i went to my vice principal and asked that my walk through be changed. She was willing to make the changes. Then I found out my aide had stolen a lot of my stuff. My boss told me that I needed to get my own stolen stuff. Thursday I got a bad eval. I know i have a lot to go in this position but I am glad I got another job.
It all started with Sunday and I got an offer from my dream job. I decided to take it. Then I found out I was clear for the neurologist. Today I had a meeting with the ssistant princ to talk about my walk through. It went well and I was able to get her to clarify the situation so I would not be blamed for the poor classroom situation. I also found out my aide had been stealing my stuff. My boss told me I could take the stuff back. I told her that it was pure lying. Supposely the stuff is back in my room. I went up to my aide and told her that I needed the stuff back in my room and that I would press further if the stuff was not returned. I also threatened to contact the district. The aide lied and said i was leaving and retiring.
Sunday night I was given an email that I had been given a position in Oak Forest. Then yesterday I got a pair of cute librarian glasses and asked for a refund on the grandma glasses. Third I went to a new neurologist and was released from medicine and able to drive. What a day. Thank you Lord
It has been a few days and they have been pretty crazy. First on Thursday my other teacher was evaluated. She did not really interact with the kids and one child had a extreme behavior. Then I was approached by three people who asked me if the other teachers did anything. I answered honestly. My kinder teachers really have my back. A teacher in first grade confided in me that she was leaving after three years. She also shared with me that she has cancer. I told her I would be praying. I have seen her the last three days after not seeing her at all most of the year. I don't think that was by chance. Then yesterday the assistant principal came in and observed me and the meeting. It was essentially another disaster. When she came in I had all the kids around me and we were drawing Earth Day pictures. Then at the end of the day I interacted with the librarian while the others just sat back and talked. People are seeing and saying stuff. I am starting to feel the family of my co workers love. I don't have to do anything.
