Thankful for list

 I am thankful for the race yesterday and even though it was hard I finished.  I am thankful for a safe drive from the race.  I am thankful for keeping me safe on the drive and not getting hurt when I fell yesterday.  I am thankful for a great concert and a nice evening with Mike.  I am thankful for a quiet day at home. 

Most of all I am thankful for a relationship with God.  

I am also thankful for taking the time to listen to my husband and figuring him out.  For at work that the conspiracy theories they have show their true intelligence and that I don't have to make them happy.  

yesterday

I am grateful for tow easier days with two less kids.   I am happy for getting to be creative in my lessons and trying hard crafts.  I am thankful for a husband who loves me unconditionally.  Most of all the Lord who helps me everyday.   

I am flexible

I am kind

I am growing in the areas of people pleasing, keep others happy,  

I am a singer

I am a teacher 

I am smart

I have a quick mind

I am a proud slow runner

I am dependable

I am stubborn 

I do not give up easily

I am loved

I am trying new things

I am developing 

Most of all I am a child of God 

God Moves

 Yesterday I found out that my worst parent is leaving.  This morning I could not sleep and when I checked my email in the morning I found out she had sent me a nasty email at the same time I was having trouble sleeping.  

Then the toxic aide decided to quit and immediately she got sent to another school.  It is amazing how God works.

I am not looking for easy days or ones that I will be glorified but I see His hand at work.  When all the kids are basically hanging out with me for recess and leisure time.  

Yesterday was a good day.  No PDRs, no super behaviors and kids did what they usually do or should do.  

Thank you Lord for a good day!

God Made Me for This

 Yesterday I did the lesson in kids church.  Before I started a new kid came in.  I am not sure whether he is on the spectrum or anxiety.  But he found me and sat with me.  He had a hard time sitting still but I thought it was interesting he found me.  The lesson went well and I could feel the Lord helped me.  I am learning when I do things God's way it goes much better.  Thank you Lord for a good Sunday.

Meeting yesterday

 Yesterday I had a meeting with admin and my boss.  It was about having the rigor with a student and how I talked about church too much.  I actually sighed with relief because it was much better than expected.    I will not talk about my faith or do anything that is related to it.  Actually I am not surprised this has not happened sooner. 

Then about how I am teaching.  Which is fine because basically I have been given no direction.  I am getting weekly meetings with my boss.  That is fine which actually might help me.

As for the other things that make me nervous I need to say help Lord and stand back and watch the Lord work.

And the lies.  I am purposely going slower and pausing before I think.  

Thank you Lord for a job and not jumping to conclusions.

positive day

It looks like it was a good day.  Peace was in the room and I got lots done.  Thank you Lord for giving me a day of peace.   Help me in my meeting tomorrow 

Things to Look Forward to

 I have been making progress in the following areas.  I have been slowing down and waiting for attention from the kids.  I am working on slowing down with Math with only worrying about one child per group.  Also repetition is not bad either  or easy .  ELA I am starting read write  and handwriting without tears.  My Social Studies and Science are too bad.  I am working at creating thematic fun activities with my current curriculum.  I am doing CHAMPs

And I am doing some indoor recess activities.  

Yes I am meeting with admin tomorrow and I have no idea what will happen.  But I am staying tough and trusting in the Lord.