Enjoy the moment

 I am learning to enjoy the moment.  We were walking outside and I wanted to skip to the next thing.  It was just that to enjoy the moment.  I was out running and wanted to plan my day.  Enjoy the moment.

Yesterday a parent brought in donuts.  It was so nice of her to do that.  I also enjoyed coffee.  I chose to enjoy the moment

Last I had a dream last night where I got to see Steven Furtick.  So many obstacles went in my way including stuff, heavy coat, uncomfortable shoes I could not walk in and really toxic people.  I woke up and realized the stuff I was stressing myself out was false.  Also when I talked to the person who was so mean I could not say anything negative only positive.  And when Pastor Steven and I suddenly met he prayed for me, I wanted to make it short and I guess it went for a while.  

I am thankful for things I can change like getting rid of the weight of stuff.  the expectations of what others think of me and stuff I can't control like someone being mean, unreasonable rules and someone getting upset for nothing I have down.  Thank you Lord for helping me be where I want to be.  

Planned Ignore

 I teach kids that at times have emotional or temper tantrums.  Some of it is legit but some of it is from behavior that was tolerated.  

Yesterday there were a few incidents where my staff was freaking out.  I chose planned ignore because I did not have the energy or the time to deal with it.

I am so tired of drama and dirty laundry.  It needs to go. 

Thank you Lord for your wisdom and guidance

Overcoming with Christ

 Yesterday I prepared for my marathon later this month.  I also went by the Lake where a former student's dad drowned and my last place of employment.  I can't change others but I can myself.  

Today worship went pretty well.  The Lord give me ideas to make it more fun.  One child noted that some kids were being rude.  I told her I did not care.  God is doing a work in me.

Drama

I am tired of drama.  Also I do things right and the rules change.  I am glad you are in charge Lord

I can say no

I am learning to say no.  I am not quiet quitting.   I can learn  to navigate with wrong and right and learn from my mistakes. 

Doing things right

 I sold some pens today.  It was 18 dollars and a two dollar tip.  Same amount as the gift I  gave someone at a wake.  God provides and restores.

Things I can't change

 I am learning about dealing with stuff of things I can't change.  It is okay and sometimes I don't need to talk