Yesterday

 Yesterday I had a series of emails from one of my bosses.  I made mistakes and what should of been a little error she kept on emailing me over and over.  

Then I went to a meeting I was really dreading.  It surprisingly went well except for the OT who is not doing her job tried to call me on the carpet for stuff that she neglected by pointing out my mistakes.  That is fine because we always have the opportunity to grow.  But it is not worth me talking about her not doing hers.  So glad this year is almost over. 

Not my fault

 Today was a meeting I was really dreading.  Instead it went well except for the person who has not been doing what is right suddenly is all up in my face.  I can't change others but I can change myself.  But the meeting is over and I can finally relax.

Surprise

 Yesterday was a series of surprises.  I ended up having a very good sub and it was a good day.  I am so thankful for the good things. It makes the bad not so bad.  

I have been waking up quite stressed.  I had good sleep but initially when I get up I feel like there is no medicine in my body.  I am still praying about whether I should go off the medicine.  Hard decisions.

Not Afraid of Making a Mistake

 The last couple of days I have been the victim of no my fault but getting blamed.  I have to just let it go.

God Miracle

 Today I had two evals to do.  Neither one I am really happy about.  One is pretty good and the other is someone who should be let go.  Also did I mention I had a plan for a kid who will not follow it as he graduates.  But I am doing the best I can do and realizing my limits.  

Thanks Lord for helping me get through this. 

Back on the WW wagon

 Yes, I am finally setting the gauntlet down and getting back on the WW.  Also I am toying with getting off meds but that will be after my half.  I believe that maybe I really don't need it and it is time to handle things with just the Lord and me.  

I also realized something.  So many times I try to do things on my own and I am learning right now with the music my motives kind of stink.  I thought I was so unselfish and that is not true. 

Best of Both Worlds

 I have been noticing lately that I have had the best of both worlds from my running trails, my job assignments and working on positive changes.  I can't change others but I can change myself.