Not my fault

 Today was a meeting I was really dreading.  Instead it went well except for the person who has not been doing what is right suddenly is all up in my face.  I can't change others but I can change myself.  But the meeting is over and I can finally relax.

Surprise

 Yesterday was a series of surprises.  I ended up having a very good sub and it was a good day.  I am so thankful for the good things. It makes the bad not so bad.  

I have been waking up quite stressed.  I had good sleep but initially when I get up I feel like there is no medicine in my body.  I am still praying about whether I should go off the medicine.  Hard decisions.

Not Afraid of Making a Mistake

 The last couple of days I have been the victim of no my fault but getting blamed.  I have to just let it go.

God Miracle

 Today I had two evals to do.  Neither one I am really happy about.  One is pretty good and the other is someone who should be let go.  Also did I mention I had a plan for a kid who will not follow it as he graduates.  But I am doing the best I can do and realizing my limits.  

Thanks Lord for helping me get through this. 

Back on the WW wagon

 Yes, I am finally setting the gauntlet down and getting back on the WW.  Also I am toying with getting off meds but that will be after my half.  I believe that maybe I really don't need it and it is time to handle things with just the Lord and me.  

I also realized something.  So many times I try to do things on my own and I am learning right now with the music my motives kind of stink.  I thought I was so unselfish and that is not true. 

Best of Both Worlds

 I have been noticing lately that I have had the best of both worlds from my running trails, my job assignments and working on positive changes.  I can't change others but I can change myself. 

Peace this week

 It has been a fairly peaceful week.  I am thankful for the peace and quiet and good quality sleep.  I try to tell my husband and he does not care and changes the subject.

I wonder how I can work through this with Mike being home now.  

I am so thankful for this week.  It started rough with people at church being jerks but then the games I did at work for the party went really well.  I am really getting to use my creativity to make a positive difference in others lives.  I see where so much I learned in the past is helping me now. Most of all I am grateful to the Lord for helping me do things right. 

Next week is break.  I need to find things to do during the day and keep busy. I can't change others but I can myself.