I am thankful for a good run. I am seeing that I need to train so I can accomplish fitness for me. I am thankful for fun projects, kids being themselves and a lunch I did not have to fix. I am grateful for finding things I need for free, sunny days and a fun students.
Tuesday, March 18, 2025
Monday, March 17, 2025
I am thankful
I am thankful for not hitting the garage today, having a student come at the right time, helpful staff, a fun day, getting things done and a short brisk walk.
Sunday, March 16, 2025
Childrens Church
This Sunday has been a hot mess in a lot of ways. First of all PM barely take a pic of him. Then Holly was ignoring me. I walked away and spent time with a lot of selfish kids. Then last as I was cleaning up I asked to borrow something and PM said it was for the kids again. Also I felt like I was being yelled at like a servant by Holly and PM. The kids are so ungrateful and they seem to like everyone else than me. Am I getting too old for kids church. I would not want to go to regular church.
I will bide my time until finally Mike wants to leave.
Friday, March 14, 2025
Highs and Lows
Today I figured out what helps people choose songs faster. It was stressful at times and then time to smile with laundry skills. I can't control others but I can control myself. And I can help myself and God will take care of the rest.
Thursday, March 13, 2025
Blessings in an unexpected way
Today my student freaked out and the Lord showed me how to handle them, both bunnies went home on their own, found my ear buds, found some inspiration songs, was able to be flexible and good weather. And my sister answered my text twice.
Saturday, March 8, 2025
Ratings, Melissa, Josh, Estrada, Age
I gave my ratings to my staff. I gave excellent to all because I was free of icky teachers. Most of them deserved it and I rated on ability and strengths. I got mine. A lot lower and one thing I got nailed on was ligit a weakness and the other was not fair. I was accused of being racist and my evaluations were based on small visits that were sparatic over the year. As a whole not fair. Then I have the drama of people who are essentially toxic and energy eaters. I am praying how to assist them or praying that the spirit of God will touch them.
It has been a busy week as a whole and productive. I am seeing my groove and changing as things need to be changed. I can't change others but I can myself.
Tuesday, March 4, 2025
Power and Garage Door Saga
The power went out this morning. Fortunately it went back on at 5. Mike and I were struggling getting the garage door opening and even with past experiences of using the manual opener and looking at how to videos it would not open. I offered my car, I asked that maybe he wait until the power goes back on. Finally we prayed and the Lord allowed the power to go back on. Because I run we were able to see because of the running lamps I have. Little blessings
I am thankful for being in a family that problem solved. Thank you Lord for giving me the wisdom to handle the situation. I can't change how others react to a challenging situation but I can' ask the Lord to give me wisdom.
It's not about me it's about Him.