Power and Garage Door Saga

 The power went out this morning.  Fortunately it went back on  at 5.  Mike and I were struggling getting the garage door opening and even with past experiences of using the manual opener and looking at how to videos it would not open.  I offered my car, I asked that maybe he wait until the power goes back on.  Finally we prayed and the Lord allowed the power to go back on.  Because I run we were able to see because of the running lamps I have.  Little blessings

I am thankful for being in a family that problem solved.  Thank you Lord for giving me the wisdom to handle the situation.   I can't change how others react to a challenging situation but I can' ask the Lord to give me wisdom.  

It's not about me it's about Him.  

Pat Part 2

 I have been reflecting upon how I should of handled Pat.  I realized after I did a view like a drone would that I was not the only one she was isolating.  Maid of honor not at a table of honor, second class relatives sat somewhere else.  Actually the people around me were quite friendly and nice.  I can't change the past of the Chapan family but I can think about how I will handle the situation next time.  And last of all my hubby and I saved about 100 bucks because the food was disappointing.  

So bye Pat. And I am done with comparison, feeling put off,etc. 

Under the watchful eye of Aunt Pat

 I am so glad I am done with the crazy shower.  First of all I arrived and I really felt like the odd man out.  Then I was constantly watched by Aunt Pat  She told me where to sit and monitored my candy bag, mentioned several times about my late FIL how her brother gave to him.  Then when I left she was hurt that I left so early.  I am so glad we are NOT going to the wedding.  I see endings and glad I will not be a part of it.

Gossip, Slowing Down, Seasons for Purpose

 

Lately the Lord has been dealing with me to accept seasons, what other people thing of me and slowing down.  It is not easy but I am learning

Sensitivity

 I have been challenged to listen more to the HS than watch stupid TV.  When I gave over to the Lord it is amazing the revelation I get.

Sunday I am not sure if I missed an opportunity or not.  I need to walk in , hold my head up high and remember I am a child of God. 

Yesterday I saw the hand of God with the situation of the heater, of ideas for a a project I am working on, the visit from our exterminator I did not know about, getting in for a hair appointment and seeing that I need to be not bitter but thankful when I am able to figure something out.

May I walk in that today. 

People Jonathon McReynolds

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Flash

 This morning I woke up and called my mom.  I suddently realized that I unfairly base my worth on my mom, what my dad wants and try to put that on my bosses, pastor and my husband.  I give it to you.

I have been delievered lately from so much garbage.  Comparison, what people think of me, accept criticism.  

I agree that sometimes I need to put it on a shelf and ask the Lord for help. 

My disappoint with my church the pastor is valid but I can't change what my husband thinks and what other people say to my husband.   

God Problems

 It has been quite the week.  I had to sit through an IEP meeting where the mom berated me the entire meeting.  And all the meetings I had with mom. Wow!  It was totally crazy.  And then I walked into my bosses office and they decided to pull the child out of my room.  Wow!

I am learning that if people talk behind my back it is okay.  Between the change with Sol leaving and change of staff it is hard.  But I am thankful to say I am learning.

It has been a lesson where I learned that some problems I need to leave in God's hands.  

And instead of wishing unwell for Sol's new teacher I pray that it will be successful.  And if it is great and if not who cares.