Don't forget the blessings

 Yesterday was a good day too.  I am still finding my teaching rhythm but the kids like school.  I also had a good visit with Jaylen's mom.  Last yesterday as I was moving my stuff I pulled a cord and the whole Comcast went out.  It was totally my fault but I am so blessed the Lord showed me how to figure it out.  Mike also came home early.  I did not sleep well last night but it was a reminder that I need to slow down and do things on God's timing.  

First Two Days

 It has been a wild ride.  So much to learn but I am so happy I am in my new environment.  Friday I got my acceptance for my resignation letter.  I am so happy I had two days of school under my belt.  

I am learning about more perks to my job.  I get paid for prep.  I am near a park with a walking trail.  I found a new route that is hilly near my job.  So much to be thankful for.  

Slowly cleaning out my crawl space.  

Support

 Yesterday I had an incredible surprise.  Some of the staff including the Kindergarten Squad had a surprise  party for me.  It was so amazing.  I remember always watching others get celebrated and happy for them but always thought it would be nice to be celebrated.  Well that happened yesterday.  

I came home and stalked the person who originally caused the chaos on FB.  It was really sad.  She is a mentally ill person  Glad she is getting finally found out. 

Yesterday

 Yesterday I tried a new e group with Elevation.  It was really good.  There is so much more stability in this group.  I also liked the fact that they pray for one another during the week.  Maybe this is my chance for community.

Also one of the evil 3 got found out finally today in full view.  Everything is falling apart for her.  It is sad.

The gym found my ear buds.  I am thankful.  

Last I missed the boat yesterday.  My kids were hungry and I ignored it.  It caused one kid to be so mad he got a bloody nose.  I just wanted to hug him bloody and all.  Always feed when requested.  

Two more days.  My boss is flipping out at everyone.  Not just me.  

Death and Life

 I went into work today and my boss told me to go back to the old room.  She was pissed.  I lost my leadership position.  Initially the staff talked behind my back.  I just kept silent but the resource teacher told them to be quiet.  At the end of the day she said she really liked working with me. 

I read this morning about the importance of being kind to myself and others.  Because I am with Christ I can leave others with their dignity.  It is embarrassing to be at work but I have to remember who I am in Christ.  This mess was not created by me but others.  All I have to do is be me. 

Mike got Covid again.  I found my phone and id.  I also found the go gone fast.  God has got me. 

???

 I am not sure what is happening today.  I know that the Lord will do something through other people's mistakes and even my own.

Sunday I was encouraged by someone I had their son the first year teaching.  Monday I was encouraged by someone who told me their story and glad I am going elsewhere.  I had some encouraging emails from my prayer partner.  

I just want to finish and get it over with.  

Yesterday

 I did not handle yesterday very well.  I  kind of went coo coo and tried to do things in my own strength.  I also put everyone under the bus again.  

They told me I could not take anything home that was mine.  Screw it I am done pretty much with my stuff.

I had a parent complain about wet pants.  I guess I need to change her every hour.  She runs away from me.  

I am the tree that has been cut and my stump is rotting.  I pray that eventually my shoots will show.  My roots are deep.